It’s a surprise how life can be at times. Home is known to be
a peaceful and a sweetest place of all. A place where one can experience love.
Today homes have turned into just houses. That honour, the
respect in a home carried is no more. A home is supposed to own a family…When
now did homes change? There is a lot of insecurity. Homes are now vulnerable to
danger of this world. Kids find safety no more! They have turned into danger
zones.
I asked myself
one question several times. Why do I get
so depressed at home? Is it because I hate my family? Or is it just me?
Maybe I just don’t want to be under their supervision. What is it that I don’t
get along with so much? This gives me headache and not just headache but HEADACHE. I like a
peaceful, harmless and joyous environment. This, I am supposed to find it home,
with my family. I guess I was wrong expecting that from my family.
Level of moral support, peace, love, emotional and
educational support is so low. Negativity has got its governess. Level of appreciation
has died. What kind of a home is that? It strains me too bad. It stresses me.
Early in the
morning when I take off to work I find joy. Late in the afternoon, it goes
different. My heart boils with sorrow. My soul goes in agony. It kills me slowly.
I long for a peaceful and quiet home! When will my desire be fulfilled? I need
to feel true love! Is it too much to ask from a family?
This world is too depressing!
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